{"id":470,"date":"2010-05-30T21:51:00","date_gmt":"2010-05-30T20:51:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/pernillaodlund.se\/?p=470"},"modified":"2010-05-30T21:51:00","modified_gmt":"2010-05-30T20:51:00","slug":"angest","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/pernillaodlund.se\/?p=470","title":{"rendered":">\u00c5ngest"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>><span style=\"font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\">Besluts\u00e5ngest har f\u00e5tt en ny inneb\u00f6rd<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Arial;\">Jag har \u00e5 det best\u00e4mdaste f\u00e5tt f\u00f6r mig att min k\u00e4ra Z skulle m\u00e5 b\u00e4ttre om han f\u00e5r komma till n\u00e5gon som kan tr\u00e4na som vi g\u00f6r nu (ungef\u00e4r) &#8230; men s\u00e5 s\u00e4ger B att han skulle m\u00e5 precis lika bra av att vi g\u00f6r saker som JAG klarar av &#8230; :s<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Arial;\">Det \u00e4r som att f\u00e5 ett annat liv, vakna upp en morgon och leva n\u00e5gon annans liv. Hur gick det h\u00e4r egentligen till? Vem \u00e4r jag nu och vad i helvete ska jag g\u00f6ra? Om jag inte kan\/f\u00e5r rida &#8211; vad ska jag d\u00e5 g\u00f6ra? Finns det ett liv som \u00e4r v\u00e4rt namnet om man inte f\u00e5r rida?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Arial;\">Och alla ni som t\u00e4nker saker som att det kunde varit v\u00e4rre &#8211; bespara mig det va. Jag vet det ocks\u00e5 men det hj\u00e4lper tyv\u00e4rr inte.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Arial;\">Den h\u00e4r j\u00e4lva v\u00e4rken &#8230; jag har levt f\u00f6rrut med v\u00e4rk och jag vet verkligen hur det t\u00e4r p\u00e5 psyket. Jag hoppas verkligen nu att detta som g\u00f6r ont just nu g\u00e5r \u00f6ver snart. Det blev 10 resor v\u00e4rre efter mitt l\u00e4karbes\u00f6k, han triggade v\u00e4l ig\u00e5ng n\u00e5got. Men som sagt &#8211; jag hoppas det g\u00e5r \u00f6ver snart.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: Arial;\">P\u00e5 tisdag ska jag till min naprapat och h\u00f6ra vad hon s\u00e4ger. Hon kan f\u00f6rklara en del latinska uttryck som st\u00e5r i papprena fr\u00e5n l\u00e4karen. Och min k\u00e4ra make ska f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka hitta en till l\u00e4kare som ska f\u00e5 s\u00e4ga sitt.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>>Besluts\u00e5ngest har f\u00e5tt en ny inneb\u00f6rd Jag har \u00e5 det best\u00e4mdaste f\u00e5tt f\u00f6r mig att min k\u00e4ra Z skulle m\u00e5 b\u00e4ttre om han f\u00e5r komma till n\u00e5gon som kan tr\u00e4na som vi g\u00f6r nu (ungef\u00e4r) &#8230; men s\u00e5 s\u00e4ger B &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/pernillaodlund.se\/?p=470\">L\u00e4s mer <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-470","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/pernillaodlund.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/470","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/pernillaodlund.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/pernillaodlund.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/pernillaodlund.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/pernillaodlund.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=470"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/pernillaodlund.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/470\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/pernillaodlund.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=470"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/pernillaodlund.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=470"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/pernillaodlund.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=470"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}